Remember the feeling when its cold and you step outside, the sun rays fall on you and you feel warm. You cant see it but only feel it. I feel that even while sitting in my room.
Remember the favourite moment of your life? I did until a few days ago. Now i don't remember how my life was before you and my favourite moment is when you mentioned me with your mother and doggo in the same sentence.
I exactly remember how i felt when i took my first breath after completing my first wall painting. Now i feel the exact same air going into my chest each time i look at your face and i breathe as slowly as possible because as a child i always thought i could stop time by holding my breath.
I hadn't sung a song in two years but now i sing because i feel like you are listening to me. I sing because i want to use the expert's words to tell you exactly how i feel because relying on my knowledge of the language is not that great an idea.
When i look towards the window of my room i don't see the grill anymore, but instead the trees and the flying birds, the sea and the endless water. I can feel the waves like how i can feel your smile even when i cant see either.
In this parallel world, music doesn't leave my ears and i feel the texture of the paint as i don't wear gloves. In this parallel world i don't wear a mask either as i feel more than healthy. I don't want to leave this space because this parallel world seems more real than the real world.
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